Better Man

"As my soul heals through the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man"

Robbie Williams, "Better Man"

Stuck

Okay, everything is okay. My life is okay. Everything seems to be normal and I'm not in misery. But, I feel like something missing. Stuck and it sucks.

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I keep asking myself, but end up like... I don't know what I want. I think I know, but I really don't. 

I used to be a person who fantasized a lot. I imagined so many things. My head was full of dreams. As I grow older, I start analyzing things logically. Then, at some points of life, reality hits straight in my face. I become more cynical to life and dream less. Self-doubt has taken control of me. I daren't to list new dreams, take actions and do something new - but keep doing the same things instead. 

Well, maybe, I should start dreaming again, be more optimistic to world. I must start discovering new things to find what i really want. Making plans and be committed.

I know things are easier said than done, but, what's so wrong with trying to do things right?

I'll know what I want soon, hopefully :)